guilt

if you feel guilty for the way you have treated someone in the past, it does not necessarily mean you ever loved them

why and because

'because' happens when we analyze the opposite side of something we are looking at with the hope of finding the mid-point between the two things

we are happy with the solution - which we call 'why'

but it is not why, it is no more than the mid point between two things which are seen as not whole

truth changes 'because' of this

wholeness

wholeness has no regard for the state of its separate parts

if there was a 'god' it could not care for our good, or ill

it would be whole regardless

eg, if i were alive, or dead

the 'whole' would be whole in either case

it would be whole, with me in it

or with me not in it

both realities are equal and complete
in and of themselves

i

ego is the most efficient protection imaginable

it protects itself

not you

you believe that you are it

it is not you

it is purely external, in that it can only see itself in the reflection of other things

it has no subjective reality

thinking you are the ego creates a subjective reality which reinforces the idea that you exist

you become the external thing that ego has attached itself to

reality

if you awaken in the night time dream (lucid) you feel as though you have control and can change the dream to suit your needs

if you are awoken spontanaeously in the daytime dream (waking life), you realize that you never had any control and so called 'life' is happening without your input

at night you become the dreamer

in the day, you are the one being
dreamed

it is the daytime that wakes up - the conscious mind follows

and then 'you' are..

but you are not and could never be - until you are the one who is dreaming

childhood

some adults see childhood

as something which morphs into
youth

and youth as something which morphs
into adulthood

adulthood as something which
morphs into old age

and old age as something which morphs
into death

they treat children as something
which must be protected from death

youth as something which must prepare
for adulthood

and adulthood as something which becomes
old

they do these things

nothing

nothing lasts forever..






























































it just keeps on going